Saturday, April 02, 2005

Sacrifice

Most people are amazed that I am leaving for the Czech. In their opinion I am leaving everything behind. They say things like, "I could never do that," or "You are sacrificing so much", but I have never seen it that way...until recently.

As I've gotten closer to leaving and as I've said bye to friends and family, I've really realized that I really am sacrificing. I don't mean to sound arrogant or prideful in what I'm doing, but rather, I want to acknowledge what God has blessed me with and what I'm really leaving behind. I got to spend some quality time with good friends before I left Arizona a few days ago and as I pondered those friendships I realized what great people the Lord had blessed me with. God has given me a great family in Arizona that has been essential in forming me into the man that I've become. I have a wonderfully supportive family, who though sad to see me go, completely backs me in my decision to serve God. I couldn't have asked for a better life. I couldn't have asked for God to do more in my eight-plus years in Arizona.

But...

As I've spent time here in Chicago with other future Josiah Venture missionaries and as I've thought about rekindling friendships with the other JV missionaries, I've realized that I am entering into a new family. While the old one will never be replaced (no one could ever do that!!) I will learn things that I never could've learned and will grow in ways that I never would have grown and I will build the most unlikely of friendships in the Czech.

My life is changing. It is sad but it is also exciting. Just like I never could've imagined having such a blessed life in Arizona, I'm sure I'll look back on my time in Czech with amazement and wonder at the marvelous things God did.

2 comments:

Claire Shackleford said...

nate-It's so awesome to see how God has already changed and prepared you for this life changing experience! I am so excited for you, and I know the czech has always been when your heart is! You will have some difficult times there for sure, but you will also experience wonderful times that you couldn't experience here in the states! You are in my prayers and thoughts and i will miss you soo much! You have been such a positive influence in my life, and i just wanted to say thanks! I know you will make a huge difference in the Czech as well.. The Lord will bless you in many ways, and he has his special timing for all things! I' m so happy that you will be doing something that you are soo passionate about! Anyways, hope all is well with you! xoxo Love your lil' sis, Clairebear! :)

Alice Robbins said...

Once again Bro, I totally agree. The section on heathly good-byes and hellos will be good for you to go through during week 3 of SPLICE. Hope things are going will for you!

You were made for youth. I can tell just after that brief weekend in Chicago for training. I am proud to call you my brother and look forward to getting to know all of our new family.

I am going though the same stuff, just have not blogged it yet. You are inspiring me to do so! Look for it soon! :)
Alice
FYI Nepolian Dynamite is now funny to me!